I’d have to say this trip has been nothing short of eye opening. I thought I’d never be able to live by the Yes Theory but I’ll tell you there’s something about it that just works. Saying yes to a whatever comes your way can be quite eye opening. Yes, I will say on this trip I definitely let my anxiety and hunger for perfection get in my way a little but there’s nothing more I would wish for then failure. Failure is proving to others that you sure as hell tried. Failure means there’s a possibility of success and with failing you create a new level of success. I know I’m not going to become a lot of things but at least by failing I find what’s truly worth trying again for.
Along with failing here I see all I succeeded in doing. Just a few months ago I had no idea I’d be leaving the country so frequently all on my own so I can do something I truly believe in. I had no idea I’d be able to sit and have normal conversations with people I’ve never met and probably will never see again. I never thought I’d be this type of person and I’m so happy that I found at least one way to live my truth. It means so much to me that I can finally be fearless in a country that might soon become my home.
When I was little my family tried to show me the disasters that was and always would be the world. That’s what I truly believe the world could be if we continue to fear everything we don’t know. Yes I look like a typical American and yes I do have irrational fears but I would’ve never felt this way if I wasn’t raised this way. Nothing against my family but I wasn’t born with this fear of the world. Because of this fear I’m going to have to push myself and if you’re living your anxious life you will have to too. So as I’m here living my best self I’m going to tell you to do the same. I don’t care how small of a decision you’re making just be sure to make it because not making a decision and staying complacent is still just making a decision it just takes less effort.
Change has been a big topic for me recently and I would’ve never had the chance to change if it wasn’t for my support system. So go out and quit that job, and go out and buy that plane ticket to that place you always wanted to go because you never know, that place might not be there tomorrow.
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