Hey y’all! How’s your day going?
This week was interesting. I had three days off in a row which I completely unheard of for me. Also my boyfriend called me with great news! He got a job offer! An absolutely amazing job offer all the way in London. I couldn’t be more proud of him. Sadly my family isn’t as excited as I am. I don’t think they truly see how difficult this job is to get. Law is already such a competitive field and for him to be among the top of them all has me blown away.
Anyways, it seems like my life is on track. I guess it seems more that way, but I couldn’t feel more confused. I keep going through all of these ideas about what I want to do with my life and yet I keep coming up empty handed. I can’t be the only person in my 20’s that feels so lost in life, right?
I keep procrastinating my life by planning more trips and when I get overwhelmed I plan and all hope for making long term goals vanishes. I think about my future then I get overwhelmed again. It’s a fun cycle. So by quitting my job I should have many more opportunities to find another one. That I’m quite excited about. I do want to work don’t get me wrong, I’m a pretty hard worker. I just feel like this is my only chance and then I’m locked into this career for life.
Am I the only one with this problem? With my horrible fear of failure I’ve been finding every excuse in the book to not apply. “You’re not qualified enough” and “There are people so much better than you applying so why even try.” Yes I know I’m self sabotaging again but that’s just my specialty.
I’m taking things step by baby step this week! Hopefully it gets better.
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~Tay
Anxious & Hungry 